Tuesday, March 10, 2009
i must be deaf.
what the fuck.
valkryie stopped showing already.
cant believe i missed it, i just cant believe it.
in the end, i have only myself to blame.
afterall, anything that goes wrong, is my fault.
i feel like i'm the worst creature on earth. (in no relation to the above paragraph) or are the comments around me the ones that allows me to doubt. comments. why am i not suprised. every single thing people say, i ought to have trash it and move it, one time, i did otherwise. they revolved around my head like a tumble dryer. i know what i want and what i need to do, if i see a path i intend to work hard towards to, there are 2 ways. 1, if i persevere, i can achieve it. 2, if i let comments like those in my fucking tumble dryer stay long, i'm doomed.
why the fuck should i listen to comments? why. just because people been there and done that? so? life has so many paths, a twist changes a lot of things. it changes fate. and bloody hell, persistance is an annoyance. if there's such a word. i swear i could have walked out back there. i only held because i dunno how to fix the later part. what a fucking coward. i've mentioned this many fucking times, until i'm tired of saying this again. it's fixed, who cares if i've not been to the path that people been? it's their lives and they think their friends' would be just as fucking similiar. i've got really better things to do man.
7:44 AM
clumsy cos i'm falling in love...
