Saturday, March 21, 2009
for now it's just the end of the road
cranky. madness. chaos. noise.
smoke.crazy.loud.fatigue. jammed.
booze. hardcore. guys.
all in a day's night's worki was tired, so was everyone. fuck was such an favourite word, considering the fact that it was used 5 times per 30sec, at least. crowd chaos was insane, mind goes blank, wishing everything would come to an end in seconds. pressure is like God moving the Earth.
i made an irreversible mistake previously in the evening.
customers ordered 4 stellas half pint and they left, so i cleared their table. they left and i forgot to get them the bill. the bloody bill. how much it cost, i have no idea. but it's no suprise my pay is gonna go down.. was so fucking pissed with myself. i wondered why i let such shit happened? in work, any mistakes, bystanders will calm you down with 2 words ''SHIT HAPPENS''. how consoling. no offense though.
many things happened yesterday which i dun feel like saying. it's like when a mistake is made, i always ask myself, why did i let that happened? over and over again. gobi was pissed yesterday, like super. i guess crowd control is not easy. anyway, i was to inform section head that i left for supper but i missed that out, again. which isnt very nice. he told amanda and i about being responsible and doesnt want to see that happening again. sometimes, i feel like there's a different level of expectation. back in school days, it happened the same. you try not to disappoint your teacher because you want to show how good you are. evidently, i failed to do so and likewise at work, i failed again. hmmm, born failure eh. correct, people do make mistakes sometimes. but it's
sometimes not everytime.
just to be a bit random because i need to go to work now, i learnt something last night:
gin and tonic sucks. i dun understand why Hugh Jackman likes that. ugh. i can barely finish 3 sips!
at the end of the day
i only have myself to blame
12:53 PM
clumsy cos i'm falling in love...
