Thursday, July 10, 2008
spiritual journeys of the latent havoc
i so cant wait for
mama mia to open. it opens on my birthday and i'm going to watch it(: with whom? no one. like duh, everyone's mugging their life away for the O level. Cheryl was right, i'm such a laidback person, like the aussies. probably because i cannot handle stress, or, i've submit to my own beliefs that i was never a potential brilliance. then again, i'm a cynic. there's nothing left to say.
money brings me happiness. i know it that cant be bought but yeah, whatever. i'm so desperate for ka-chings. i was scrolling town, 3 hours and so many things caught my eye. if i had the wealth of Paris Hilton, i could have just shouted at the junction of the crossroads: I'M BUYING ORCHARD ROAD DOWN. nonsense. i dun like some of the malls.
anyway, these things caught my eye
Borders: The Court Of Air- $39.90
Woonderland: Oh, Charlie! shirt- $59
Far East: 007 shirt- $36
(i'm suprised its still there, felicia wanted to get the snow patrol one, apparently its gee oh an eee.)
hmm, i'm sure i saw loads of other things..but whatever..i think i wanna save up. i know its just fucking impossible cox movies are still my TOP piority. i was in such a terrible mood swing when i decided to give up Hancock and 21 to watch The Dark Knight and one other movie.
everyday in my mind i hear things like
''oh sarah you screwed up idiot. look at the fucking mess you did. you miserable piece of shit.'' hmm, self-condemnation made me see things in a different perspective; a trance of living illusions. maybe they're not illusions to begin with.
9:44 PM
clumsy cos i'm falling in love...
