Friday, February 01, 2008
raising 57 000? dream on.$BlogItemTitle$>
chaos have led to major misunderstandings. i dunno how on earth it ended up like this, i just wished this part hadnt had to happen.
screwed up my compo test today, so much for proclaiming myself to be a dreamer. i did the title 'dreams' i could just fuck myself. i dun get it. i havent found a bloody talent all my life, no strengths no weaknesses, and i cant even handle the simpliest international langauge. hey, ain it as good as jumping off the building. no one really bothers anyway.
trip to laselle was a wet one, nevertheless we made it there.
i got this book on performing arts: musical theatre. says something like '
train stars like HUGH JACKMAN for SUNSET BOULEVARD, NICOLE KIDMAN AND EWAN MCGREGOR for MOULIN ROUGE'
hmm, can anyone tell me, how do i raise $57 000 in 5 years?
dont tell me not to watch movies anymore whatsoever of the regular excuses. ohjoy, there goes my future.
i cant be a scientist, a musical actress or any shitty thing.
go away.
can anybody help me find a way? fuck it.
my life doesnt have a way to begin with
i cant even be compared to a snail
8:09 PM