Monday, February 25, 2008
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fucking lil dickheadsit's monday. bloody monday.
hadnt had enough rest( hmm, never had a good one anyway) and my triple eyelids always show.
ms chew: hey sarah, how come you always look so sleepy and tired? dont have enough rest is it?
me: haha..yeah.
ms chew: but if i ask you to watch a movie now, you'd definitely open your eyes right?
me(my eyes enlarged immediately): YES.
ms chew: just as i thought.
i dunno wats wrong with me these few days. i feel like unleashing hell one moment and i feel like laughing my lungs out the next. and i think it's pretty hard to survive without using vulgarities, not that i enjoy using them, i just feel better, expressing my bloody anger out. well, given the fact we cant have a fistfight in class, what else could we do?
maggie Q is acting in
The Tourist too. NOT FAIR. ok she deserves it..BUT NOT SCARLETT JOHANSON!! hate her hate her hate her. grrr. shit. i forgot abt art. thank God i'm doing on movies, otherwise i literally bang my head on the wall. sometimes pain can be good, takes away memories.
i'm close to supressing all my compassion
soon, i wouldnt have to bother about having a bloody heart
tsk, do i even have one to begin with.
9:15 PM