Sunday, August 12, 2007
blame art$BlogItemTitle$>
if i have heavier eye backs
blame artif i have nastier temper
blame artif i'm starting to blow easily
blame artfor every problem(relating school work etc) that is starting to revolve around me,
BLAME ARTyes, i'm unreasonable. it's the only way to prevent me from unleashing hell within me, speaking of which, i've just found out the violence and nasty temper i have is genetically passed down from my family. jollygood, wouldnt that be great? to the detestable people who sometimes i reckon dont deserve to live, they should have a taste of what's hell for them.
by the way, if i'm talking the way i shouldnt, it's due to heavy duty pressure and hence,
blame arti need to go( see, it's not for studies you know, it's fking art) and i dont intend a pass on this one, i'm gonna upset the markers and upset mrs ow, i dont really care anyway. i'm seem to be a pain in the ass in the sight of almost every teacher.
oh i just remembered, i'm part of the ''
bad of 3D1'' which makes up 4D2. and, the bad will remain the bad, wont it?
should have done what was needed to be done a long time ago, but it's always detention that's stopping me.
and yet i'm so selfish, i dont think of my friends.
what can i do?
i'm a full time cynic. i have positive friends who are all so dilligent and positive..i sometimes feel like a burden to them. they should stay away from me, i'm dangerous i'm really negative.
i wish i could close my eyes hoping that the cruel nature of life would disappear and when i open my eyes, the word fear never existedit could be dealt with, i just dont have the courage to..
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