the dark feeling is back. killing is all that blocks me from the light. slay, assassination, manslaughter.. what the hell's going on?? its back, after 16- 9= 7 years.
lessons end at 1600 on mondays.terrible thing. addicted to helen of troy now. cant stop reading it. school's very lifeless on mondays.. wanted to get waffles from the pri school but the stalls were closing. ahwell, there's always tmr:)
joyce finally handed me the cardboard thing.. one step closer to constructing the nicest h/w file ever!!! hahaha.. you wont believe it.. my bag is 65% filled with worksheets and its putting a lot of weight.. they're all crumpled at least after a day or two. lol. cant stand worksheets.. so flimpsy...haha.. alright, i'm talking no sense.
haha, pondered a lot today.. somehow the topic about sex came into my mind. i really dun like sex you know. but everyone keeps saying its fake because i keep talking about it.. haha..i'm only having some dirty sexual humor. God created sex for reproduction.. sorry Lord but as much as i tease the subject, i really cant stand it. i mean, after the science lessons about it..i'm totally grossed out! eeks. haha.. there's even some term 'sex machine' ...what the hell is that?? i know. i get it.lol, anyone wants a ride? put a nickel in it and it starts viberating for 15 mins. lol. happy viberating.jkjk.
one more thing.. i've made up my mind to this decision for as long as i live. i'm gonna stay single! ultimate liberation. total freedom, no one to tell me anything..my world, my ways, my rules! in my house!!! i so cant wait.. travel around the world.. start driving.. club..no. only if atb comes to s'pore. omg.. atb come to s'pore like once in a century..i'd pay double to attend his spinning!! this guy's bloody good!! ATB'S THE ROCKER MAN!!!
clumsy cos i'm falling in love...
ATB'S THE ROCKER MAN!!!