when i heard a lot of things today, i din know wat to say.. i din even know how to react. i was just dumbfounded.
everyone was telling me the same thing.. they werent shocked. cox not. it was so sudden there was a lot things racing in my head and it became a perpetual cycle. clique said get it over. easier said than done. only denise understands, she's experiencing almost the same thing as me.
suddenly the world turns silent in my head and only one thing spun in my mind for the whole entire day. just one thing. why do all good things come to an end?
the news. so sad. grew more concern..but i'm afraid people wouldnt think correctly. humans and their bloody weird thoughts. why must bad things fall onto good people? its not fair. life ain fucking fair.
now i dun even know..a lot of things never know, i could feel like this..
i guess the auditorium is a perfect place for cleaning out denise's and my thoughts. it was good. wondered and pondered... questioning till 10 to 6. our feelings were still the same. the feelings.. so nice yet so ugly. people dismiss it so simply because they dun understand, whats really in our hearts and what we think is not what they always thought.
clumsy cos i'm falling in love...
