Friday, September 29, 2006
exams havent been going too well..but i trust the Lord to guide me though it though.went studying at PS with liv and ping pong today..we became a family...i play the role of mommy...ping pong plays the role of a dad..livia plays the role of BABYlol......got home..wondered and as usual..went through deep thoughts...so deep..so deep..people tell me i behave like i really do..they even ask whether its for real..honestly,,,the question spins in my head everydayits stupid...totally...its sucky...i dun like it...but why?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Q3NSjx4Xtcthis is a beautiful song, to those who know how to listen slow songs with a beautiful meaning, this one's for you..here's the lyrics..My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side
Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from here
Leavin' me so many questions all these years
But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be
Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side
But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are we left to wonder, all alone, eternally
But is this how it's really meant to be
No is it how it's really meant to be
Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side
8:40 PM
clumsy cos i'm falling in love...
