Thursday, August 24, 2006
to or not?the worst situation
its rare of me to get caught in the middle..so rare, i'm not used to the pain and pressure inside my mind..
denise's mom made fantastic cookies and i look forward for some more(yum)
back to the damn thing..
its hard...
so hard.....why?
stuck between my best friend and ROGUE..
stuck between the decisions i'm forced to made..
i can no longer escape, i can no longer run..
i'm force to make decisions i dun want to..
then again, i'm given advise and yet turnin them down..
one says 'do your best' one says ' you'll suffer in there'
i quite agree that i'll suffer but i want the pride
one says 'you've got wat it takes' one says ' you'll regret'
i like compliments but i dun like regretting things
'you have the agression inside'
'it's so terrible..'
'i saw a better player out there before'
'i dun want to suffer like the others'
'u din play your 100% last time round, why?'
'i will never train hard for this shit'
'do your best'
'why should i do this?'
no where to run, no where to hide
no escaping this time round
forced to do what i never liked
6:52 PM
clumsy cos i'm falling in love...
